2019 Goals

When it comes to goal setting and making sure you have an amazing year I feel like you need to stick to a few simple rules..

1. Plan things you have never done before but always wanted to.

2. Remember you are in control of your world when it comes to most situations (apart from health) so make sure you always think about the choices you are making and think about the potential outcomes.

3. Set yourself only a few goals and make sure they’re realistic.. small steps to success will get you to your dreams faster… think of it as climbing a staircase to the top instead of leaping to the top of a mountain.

So when it comes to my 2019 goals I always start by thinking what do I want to accomplish in the next 5 years.. whether it’s having more babies, moving to my dream home or running a marathon. Then I think about what I need to do to get myself to that place and start by planning some smaller things. So here are my goals for 2019.

1. As you have probably seen by my instastories I have just entered myself into doing Wilmslow Half Marathon, I feel like since having Gabriel and my body changing a lot (I used to be a lot leaner and fitter) I want to get back to a good fitness level again and also I find running a great way to clear my head and keep focussed. Maybe in 2020 you’ll see you doing a marathon 😅🙈

2. My second goal is to buy a bigger house (Get a bigger mortgage). At the end of 2018 we viewed a few houses in the Wilmslow area and we found our dream home.. a big project but it would be amazing if we could do it all up. So this year we are going to see a few mortgage brokers, see what we can afford and get the penny rolling with putting our current house up for sale. *Lets see where we end up*

3. Taking more time out for ‘me’.. I think this would be most Mama’s goals this year and I feel like giving myself a little bit more self love is sooo important, even if it’s just running myself a bath or booking myself a facial. I think if you feel good in yourself your happiness shines through.

4. Raising money for a couple of charities very close to home for me.. ever since we lost Sebastian I have always wanted to do something to thank the charity SANDS (who supported us when we initially lost our baby) and TOMMYS who supported us throughout our pregnancy with Gabriel. I never felt like I was in a good enough place to focus and raise money for these charities but now that I am in a stronger place (mentally) I feel like it’s time to give back… so watch this space.

5. And finally I would like to firstly thank everyone who has supported and joined my MAMA SOCIETY so far and secondly I can’t wait to see what 2019 has to hold for my new venture! I would like to have 6 locations across the UK by the end of 2019 and I believe that it’s about quality rather than lots of locations.. so you’ll find every venue is amazing and carefully chosen, amazing food, fantastic company and some awesome goody bags.

Have you set yourself any goals for 2019?

Our First Family Holiday

So now we have a little one to take away with us holiday-ing is now a little different… it feels like Gabriel has gone back to the newborn phase now that we are away because each day consists of.. feeding the baby, taking him in the pool, letting him play in the shade and then feeding again so he can have a nap and then this repeats all day long.. it’s lovely but it also means our whole routine is thrown out of the window!

As for night times I would always rock Gabriel to sleep and then put him down but because the room isn’t what he’s used to he would just refuse to go in the travel cot that the hotel provided so we have been co-sleeping all week (it’s a good job we got a superior suit because our bed is massive) which has been so nice and we’ve had lots of cuddles but again I’m dreading that first night back at home when he has to go back in his own room 😬

Talking about clingy, I think the fact we are away in totally new surroundings, with lots of unfamiliar faces all Gabriel has wanted was to be cling to me… and I mean clung!!! He literally wraps his legs around me really tight if I try and put him down or give him to Ainslee ❤️ (it would be nice to have a little personal space now and again 😂)

Gabriel has LOVED being in the pool though whilst we’ve been away and also LOVED alllllllll the food 😂 which has been great because he’s had so much choice and now we know what he loves when we get home and he’s also had his first little taste of ice cream.. because life’s about balance hey!? 🤷🏼‍♀️.

We can’t wait to go away again and also take him to somewhere really different next time… we’re thinking LA and renting out a car so we can get about… but I 100% recommend a beach holiday for your first holiday with loads of facilities so you know what works and what doesn’t!

Now back to sunbathing for me 💋

Kiehls Powerful-Strength Line-Reducing Concentrate Review

As you all probably know by know, I am a huge fan of Kiehls skincare… for myself, boyfriend and baby! As a household we adore their products and also how natural and gentle on the skin they are..

It’s literally all I use so when I went to the Bloggers Brunch for the relaunch of the Powerful-Strength Line-Reducing Concentrate at Kiehls on King Street, Manchester I was so excited to hear about this product as I had never come across the old one… When I heard the words Hyaluronic Acid I couldn’t wait to try this product, Ive heard lots of other beauty bloggers talking about products with hyaluronic acid in but had always been too scared to invest and try them as I have super sensitive skin so had always been worried about reacting or my skin going really red. So when I heard about this relaunch I knew that this would be the product for me as I have never had any problems with Kiehls products and always get amazing results from every product.

Whats different to the old Powerful-Strength Line-Reducing Concentrate?

Kiehl’s original anti-ageing Vitamin C serum, Powerful-Strength Line-Reducing Concentrate, now with 12.5% Vitamin C and Hyaluronic Acid.

Now formulated with even more Vitamin C, Dermatologist Solutions™ Powerful-Strength Line-Reducing Concentrate incorporates 10.5% L-Ascorbic Acid and 2% Ascorbyl Glucoside. In addition to Vitamin C, this anti-ageing serum now includes Hyaluronic Acid. The formula helps reduce the appearance of lines and wrinkles while helping to improve the feel of skins texture. Skin looks radiant and feels smoother. This Vitamin C serum is carefully-formulated to provide clinically-proven results in a concentration gentle enough for sensitive skin.


Also as I new mum this serum couldn’t have come out at a better time! I have been using this product now for a couple of weeks and my skin feels incredible.. It feels so smoother, even and hydrated. It’s been my go-to product to give my skin so much more life now that I’m sleep deprived with a newborn. My skin looks much more glowy before I even have to put my make-up on and Ive even caught my boyfriend using it a couple of times….



My Third Trimester

I am now into week 35 of my pregnancy and I realised the other day that I hadn’t posted an update for almost 10 weeks… I couldn’t believe how fast that time had gone and also that I am almost at the very end of this pregnancy. A lot has happened in the third trimester… from decorating our nursery, our angel babies 1st birthday, my baby shower and also the general aches and pains that the third trimester brings, so I wanted to update you all.

How I have been feeling:

So its safe to say this trimester has been a crazy rollercoaster of emotions for me, once I got over the 26 week mark (where we had a previous still born) I felt like everything was going really well and I felt so well in myself compared to my previous pregnancy – I felt like this pregnancy was going as planned and the worrying from earlier on in the pregnancy had started to settle. Then as we got closer to our angel babies first birthday I was feeling very emotional, guilty and sad that I was having another baby and didn’t want Sebastian to think we had forgotten him… On his birthday it was actually the memorial service for all of the Angel Babies at the church where he was cremated so this made it especially sad for us and seeing a church full of parents (literally hundreds) who had also lost their babies really hit me hard and I know my pregnancy hormones wouldn’t have helped but it was a really hard week that week. The following week after Sebastian birthday was my baby shower… so I felt like I had to quickly snap into a different mind frame to be happy and positive and excited about this new baby… but every since Sebastians birthday I have just been filled with doubt that something is still going to happen to this baby again. Luckily the fact that I get to go to St Mary’s Rainbow Clinic every 2 weeks for a scan has helped me to be assured that this baby is doing really well and is now a whopping 6lbs already, but still I have so many concerns and worries going through my head every day.

I am also struggling with severe SPD which is agony on my pubic bone… so walking and climbing stairs is now very painful for me (I think it is so bad because I have been scared to exercise during this pregnancy, as last time I was still very active).. so I am literally counting down the days until baby arrives now so that I can start to feel a bit more normal again… I have also been blessed with major water retention haha! So my face, hands, legs and feet now feel double the size (the joys that pregnancy brings!) I think I feel more down about all of these things is because I still have doubt in my mind that something is going to wrong in this pregnancy… People keep saying to me it will all be worth it in the end (I won’t believe them until baby is actually here in my arms).

Now for something a little more positive..

Birth Plan:

I have been advised by my consultant at St Mary’s that I should have a c section – This is because Sebastian had a very bad brain haemorrhage whilst inside of me, I have since been tested for everything and nothing has come back but there is still a slight chance that it could happen again… So to avoid babies head having any unnecessary pressure they have said that a C section will be the best option. At first I was a little worried about this but all I want is for this baby to get here as safely as possible and also I have already gone through natural labour with Sebastian so I won’t feel like I’m missing out or upset that I haven’t been able to experience natural labour…This time its all about this baby!


Our Nursery is pretty much complete now apart from a few finishing touch.. we have gone for a really neutral design with hints of blue… All the walls are grey and then our furniture is white with lots of cosy blankets and furry rugs. Then we have pale blue photo frames, details and teddies in there to make it more personal. We almost have everything ready now and I have washed all of babies clothes and they are all hung up to dry so that I can get the hospital bag ready so that I feel prepared just incase we need to go in a little earlier than expected.

Baby Shower:

I had the most beautiful baby shower at Piccolino in Alderley Edge and I invited everyone I wanted to see before baby came. It was so nice to have everyone there because I have felt like I have been hibernating a little bit during this pregnancy and then I know I’ve seen everyone now and can plan lots of lovely things for when baby is here and I am able to get out and about again after my c sections (because you can’t drive for 6 weeks after) so I’m looking forward to seeing friends after Christmas.

Postnatal Exercise:

Im soooo looking forward to exercising again post pregnancy… I can’t wait to get out walking with the pram and I also have a baby carrier so that I can get out and be hands-free. I think for the first 6 weeks I will be trying to do as much walking as possible and then after the 6 weeks I will be getting my boyfriend to put together a training programme for me to help me regain my core and get stronger again… before finally going out running (which I can’t wait to do) once I am fully recovered… Because I need to loose a lot of weight!!!

We are also planning on doing some outdoor fitness classes for mum and babies as I know a lot of you are around the similar stage of pregnancy as me so it would be great to meet lots of you and get rid of our baby weight together!

I hope you’ve enjoyed my update and if any of you have any advice you would like to give or any baby essentials you couldn’t live without then I would love to know… Also if you want to ask me any questions, ask away!!!



Pick up your FREE Kiehls products from KIEHLS, KING STREET, MANCHESTER.

I am so excited to share with you all that I am now an official Kiehls representative for the Kiehls x MTV Staying Alive Foundation charity which Leona Lewis is the new Ambassador for in aid of AIDS in less affluent countries. Aids is such a horrific disease and I think we should all do as much as we can for these people who are effected all over the world…

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SO… I would like to give you all this amazing gift for FREE! All you after to do is donate a minimum of £3 to this charity and you can pick up your goodies in store.

TEXT KIEH99 £3 to 70070 (or donate more if you wish) and SHOW YOUR TEXT and QUOTE ‘CHESHIREGOSSIPGIRL’ to a member of staff at the Kiehls King Street store in Manchester City Centre and they will give you one of these amazing packs full of goodies!

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Kiehls have also launched this Avocado Creamy Eye Treatment (I’m saving mine for when baby arrives and I need some extra eye treatment) and for every pot you buy £10 will go to the Staying Alive Foundation. If you know how good the brand KIEHLS are you will know that this is amazing value for money and also that you are helping out such a great charity.

Selfie with MR BONES

I will be telling you all soon how I keep my skin in tip top condition throughout pregnancy and which products keep my skin super clear and glowy whilst my body is full of all the crazy hormones that pregnancy brings, Kiehls is Paraben Free and all natural so perfect to use whilst pregnant.

Thanks for reading dolls x


Gender Reveal

I want to share with you all as much of my pregnancy as possible.. so basically we have been dying to find out if we are having a boy or a girl for such a long time. In my previous pregnancy I had a stillbirth and we lost our baby Sebastian so for me finding out in this pregnancy was so important because I felt that if I was going to be having a girl this time I would really have to get my head around it, whereas if we were going to have a boy I felt that it would help my grieving process slightly and we have everything in our house for a baby boy already… Not that we would ever prefer one instead of the other as all I want is a healthy baby after what happened to Sebastian. But basically we are over the moon that we have finally found out the sex and that our rainbow baby is a little boy!! ❤

We have had so many scans so far and the midwives at the hospital scanning me haven’t wanted to tell me the gender as they said most mums have to wait until 20 weeks, which is fair enough but yesterday we had our scan with Fetal Medicine (FMU) at St Mary’s in Manchester (where they do a really detailed scan of the brain, heart, limbs, fluid and placenta) and they gave us a 45 minute scan and I have to say I officially fell in love with our baby at this scan. We got to watch him on the screen for all that time, we got to see his face, lips, nose and eyes really close up and we got to see his hands and little feet. It was absolutely magical, watching him snuggle his face into my placenta, already trying to cuddle me was the best thing in the world. It’s safe to say we both got a little teary and had beaming smiles all day after the scan!

So I am now 21 weeks and definitely think that finding out the gender really makes the pregnancy feel real and like there is a real life little person growing inside of you. I just can’t wait to meet him now and hope everything goes smoothly ❤

Pregnancy so far..

Okay so as you all may know by now… I’M PREGNANT! It’s been a tough journey so far to get to where I am and it’s certainly not been easy but to say I am 19 weeks and its only a week until we are half way makes me feel all sort of emotions…

My last pregnancy ended at 26 weeks so as we are approaching this similar time I am definitely getting more and more anxious… I’d say for the first 12 weeks I thought to myself ‘If it ends, it ends’ as I didn’t want to get my hopes up or get too attached incase I had an early miscarriage. But now as time is going on it’s getting harder to not feel something for this little one inside of me as much as I am trying not to get to attached and I’m not sure how I would cope if we lost another baby.

I have to say though it has certainly not been an easy ride for me so far, I’ve been in hospital because I have been bleeding a couple of times and also because I had a lot of pressure down below and then this week I also thought my plug had gone, I was reassured each time though and was told you can bleed because of all the extra blood your body needs whilst pregnant and also people can have some of their cervix come away during pregnancy but I had lots of scans and tests and everything is fine right now. This hasn’t made me feel to great, seem as I’m a nervous wreck anyway@

So we get to find out on the 12th July if we are having a boy or girl.. we had a scan at 17 weeks and were told that the cord was between the babies legs so couldn’t find out…. In a way I am anxious to find out if its a boy or girl… I feel like if it’s a girl me and Ainslee will have to get our heads around the fact that we are no longer having a boy, (if you didn’t  know we lost our baby boy Sebastian in October) Its hard to explain to family and friends as we will be delighted with any gender its just another part of the grieving process, I think that no one else could explain unless you have gone through a stillbirth or loss.

Overall I can’t wait for the pregnancy to be over and actually have a baby with us to enjoy and love, I was pregnant in April 2016 – October 2016 and then got pregnant again in February, so I literally feel like I have been pregnant for over a year now and am looking forward to getting my body back and feeling like Maria again. Saying that though I keep saying to myself that I need to enjoy this pregnancy incase we don’t get to have a baby at the end again… I want to enjoy all the little movements that I am now feeling and want to do things with Ainslee to get us ready for whats to come.

As you all probably understand  its a massive whirlwind of emotions and feelings but I’m so thankful that we are almost half way and it has definitely gone a lot quicker than last time. Its all about getting through the next half and bring on November!!!

I’m going to do a maternity clothing blog soon and lots more pregnancy type blogs so make sure you stay tuned!

The Merlin Alderley Edge

So we were invited along to try out The Merlin in Alderley Edge on Sunday and because Ainslee (my boyfriend) hates roast dinners I couldn’t wait to have one after missing my mums roast dinners from what felt like a life time ago.

The Merlin is on the main road coming into Alderley Edge from the Wilmslow side and has a large carpark so its great for meeting up with the family at the weekends or a great meeting point for weekday lunches or meetings.

On arrival we could see that it was very busy so we thought it must be good if nearly every table was taken up. We ordered our drinks and had a look at the menu… I already knew I wanted a chicken roast dinner so went for a light starter and chose the Chilli King Prawns… Ainslee went for the Rib-eye Steak and had the Scallops for his starter.

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The food was all beautifully presented and looked and tasted really fresh. The atmosphere was really cosy and we were sat right by the window so could look out onto the Alderley Edge countryside from our table. It was the perfect place for us to be spending our Sunday afternoon.

After devouring my roast dinner…. apart from Ainslee having to finish off my chicken (because the portions are so generous) I felt so full, but after looking at the desert menu we were both easily persuaded into ordering a desert. Ainslee ordered the Fruit Crumble because he loves a traditional desert and I went for the chocolate bomb… which I’m sure you have already seen on my social media channels… My desert was a chocolate bomb with caramel ice cream in the centre and popping candy around the outside… need I say anymore…

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I was also tempted by the selection of mini deserts that you can order.. so that you can try all of the deserts on the menu, but Ainslee was set on his crumble and I couldn’t of taken on all of that haha!

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~Sunday Outfit~

We will definitely be returning to The Merlin in Alderley Edge, whether its for meetings or for a Sunday lunch with the family. Because who doesn’t love a traditional english afternoon in a Cheshire Pub!

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Favourite products this month so far..

This month I have been so lucky in receiving some amazing products and of course I have tried and tested all of these products and have my absolute favourites of course. Along with all the amazing Kiehls products that I received.. I feel like I need a bit more time with those, so that I can get a real feel for which are my favourites and how Im getting on with them etc.

So lets start with OLAPLEX… I have been looking for a long time now, for that hair product that really makes me go ‘WOW’ I am growing my hair and even though my hair is very thick. I feel that because I get highlights a lot and it gets damaged through everyday styling and heating.. It was starting to feel really brittle and VERY tangled. Every time I washed my hair brushing it would be so painful… I would almost end up in tears because it was so knotted. So I was introduced to this product by Ben at HOB SALON in Hale Village and he gave me this product to try at home, along with going in for regular ‘OLAPLEX in-salon treatments’ and doing my weekly treatment at home, my hair is feeling so much healthier. It is now completely tangle free and I feel like my hair is so much stronger and also looks a lot healthier.

5* for this product

RRP £32 NOW £19.99 at JUSTMYLOOK or purchase from HOB SALON Hale


I have been on a mission to get my hair just how I like it this month and I felt that my hair was a very warm tone of blonde.. almost a little gingery… which I hated! So I was doing some research on how to get rid of those warm tones and try to get it a little more ashy… I also have a friend who has recommended using a silver shampoo, so whilst at the hairdressers I asked which one to go for and luckily for me System Professional were able to give me a bottle of their Silver Shampoo… Now I warn you all, this shampoo is PURPLE and I mean bright purple!!!! I was a little bit scared to use it for the first time.


  • I jumped in the shower and wet my hair through.
  • I used a 50p size blob and massaged it into my hair (make sure you rub it in all the way to the ends of your hair.)
  • I left it on my hair whilst I showered, washed my face etc.
  • Then I rinsed it off, squeezed out excess water and applied a good conditioner.
  • Left that on whilst I shaved my legs and then I rinsed it off.

My hair instantly looked a lot cleaner, whiter and fresher. I highly recommend using the System Professional Silver shampoo. Not only does the product do exactly what it says on the bottle.. you also get a huge bottle and it is amazing value for money.

Systems Professionals You can purchase this product online or again at HOB SALONS

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Now finally this has to be my FAVOURITE product this month… it’s my new Olympus Pen e-pl7.. I was debating for a long time on which camera to go for and had heard some amazing reviews on this camera. I wanted this camera so that I could start vlogging and I think I made the right decision. From its stylish outer case to its flip down selfie screen, It has to be up there with some of the best cameras. And at only £399 It is definitely an investment for any other keen bloggers/vloggers. It has wifi so that you can quickly upload any photos and also a wide range of onscreen filters and editing tools. I think I have officially found my new best friend.


I purchased mine from Jessops for £399 and if you go onto the Olympus website they also have some amazing accessories to go with it. such as stylish bags and leather straps. I think they will have to be my next treat.

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Prestige Jets. Private Jet Charter Service

Ok so I would like to introduce you all to Prestige Jets who are a luxury private jet charter service, I am so excited to be working with these guys as they are such an exclusive company and provide the best of services.

From footballers wives weekends away, to romantic get-aways (if you men are reading… this would be the greatest of treats for the woman in your life).

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Prestige Jets provide a world class private jet hire service for business and VIP leisure clients.
Their service is luxurious, safe and very discreet. They regularly arrange VIP services through some of the world’s busiest airports and pay absolute attention to their clients requirements. Their prices are incredibly competitive and offer all-inclusive pricing on every private jet charter quotation. Let them know your budget and flight requirements and they will email you their best priced quotations as soon as possible.

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Why Book with Prestige Jets?

– 24/7 Worldwide Service

They have access to 5,000+ private jets and have a private jet for every occasion and can fly you to any worldwide destination.

– Your Safety Is Their Priority

They only charter with aircraft operators who hold a valid AOC and are regulated by UK Civil Aviation Authority.

– Discreet VIP Service

Travel in style with guaranteed privacy. Relax and enjoy the complimentary food and drink on board your private jet.

– Private Client Account Manager

You will be assigned a 24/7 private client account manager who will assist you with every aspect of your private jet charter.

– All Inclusive Price

Their private jet charter quotation prices are fully inclusive. There are no hidden extras. The price they quote is the price you pay.

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You will see much more of Prestige Jets throughout my social media channels very soon but in the mean time check them out on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram.

Instagram: @prestigejets.co.uk

Facebook: PrestigeJetsUK

Twitter: @Prestige_Jets

Make sure you give them a follow so that you don’t miss out on all their luxurious private jet photos!